Since quitting drinking I have heard the saying, “once an alcoholic, always an alcoholic” many times. At first I felt relief in this sentiment because it offered me an explanation for my out of control relationship with alcohol. It also gave me an out if I were ever to slip back into the habit. But the parts of my brain that were disconnected during my drinking days has hooked back together again and I no longer have that intense desire that I created by thinking thoughts like; “I need a drink” and “alcohol makes everything better” over and over again. I have re-programmed my mind and alcohol is no longer calling the shots, I am.